emptiness

It's one thing to be sad and lonely.

But, it's another thing to be sad and lonely and decide to have unprotected sex, and during a visit to the doctor, get informed that there is a chance you might have contracted an STD.

Also, also, while you bitch about the Mainland Chinese who "do nothing but study everyday, and have zero social life," keep in mind that there are others out there who might be categorizing you as the girl who "do nothing but party everyday, and spend zero time on her studies".

These sad, sad lonely creatures. I really pity all of them. Trying so hard to fill up their life with booze, party and drugs. All they get at the end of the day is a sense of emptiness. And, perhaps, an STD.

Also, please open your eyes BIG BIG. Not everyone out there is a couple, there are many swinging singles. Not every couple is together because they genuinely want to, but not every couple is together just because they need someone to be with.

If you keep thinking he isn't worth it, then he probably isn't.